I missed my class today, there goes my 100% attendance. I had hoped to at least surpass my all time best attendance record, which is just over 54%, but let's see, I just missed three classes, it's not an end of the world.
I guess I woke up in a funk today, which made me think about my life, and what direction it's heading. That made me get up and go to the embassy. I had planned to "update" my passport since few months ago, but my lazy ass was too lazy to go thorough all that trouble. Anyhoo, I summoned up some anti-lazy vibes and got going. But there you go, like every douchébag officials in Nepal, I met this uptight snot in the office, who refused to co-operate nicely. Talk about attitude. And all my good vibes disappeared, just like that. Anyway, I got away with some information, barely, and now I need to download a form and complete it and submit it to those scumbags.
Also, after getting to my rat assed room, I realized that I need to have my citizenship card to apply for new passport, damn, that took 4 hours of my life straight, I mean, searching for it took my 4 hours.Apparently, I lost my citizenship card,..., in my side bag, and upon acknowledging that it was inside my side bag, viola, I found it again.
I also took my new job, and I am stuck with 7 hour per week contract and I am limited to just that. I think that bitch (shift manager) hates me, but that's just a guess.
Now, back to the morning's funky mood. It made me realize that I am doing exactly what my heart does not want me to do. I don't want to be a guy working in a corporation (like I'd get a job), what I want to do is, jump in the abyss of knowledge and explore it. I mean I want to be a researcher, an astrophysicist. But I can't turn back time so, whatever. I was out of funk, but now I'm back into it again! * SIGH *
I guess I woke up in a funk today, which made me think about my life, and what direction it's heading. That made me get up and go to the embassy. I had planned to "update" my passport since few months ago, but my lazy ass was too lazy to go thorough all that trouble. Anyhoo, I summoned up some anti-lazy vibes and got going. But there you go, like every douchébag officials in Nepal, I met this uptight snot in the office, who refused to co-operate nicely. Talk about attitude. And all my good vibes disappeared, just like that. Anyway, I got away with some information, barely, and now I need to download a form and complete it and submit it to those scumbags.
Also, after getting to my rat assed room, I realized that I need to have my citizenship card to apply for new passport, damn, that took 4 hours of my life straight, I mean, searching for it took my 4 hours.Apparently, I lost my citizenship card,..., in my side bag, and upon acknowledging that it was inside my side bag, viola, I found it again.
I also took my new job, and I am stuck with 7 hour per week contract and I am limited to just that. I think that bitch (shift manager) hates me, but that's just a guess.
Now, back to the morning's funky mood. It made me realize that I am doing exactly what my heart does not want me to do. I don't want to be a guy working in a corporation (like I'd get a job), what I want to do is, jump in the abyss of knowledge and explore it. I mean I want to be a researcher, an astrophysicist. But I can't turn back time so, whatever. I was out of funk, but now I'm back into it again! * SIGH *
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