Sunday, 16 September 2012

Time Travel

I think time travel is possible, and I also think there are many people from the future trying to get into the past, i.e. present (for us). One can argue that if time travel was really possible, could we have not met at least one such person, and quite rightly, the argument is valid, I guess. But think about this, what if time travel is a precision mechanism? What if the scientists need to calculate the precise location of the earth in the space and time in order to time travel. We are not talking about time travel where the earth is prime or center of everything, I mean, think about it, just like we have co-ordinates to find geographical locations on earth, what if there is co-ordinate in space as well (of course there is co-ordinate, in fact there is co-ordinate for everything, just like there always was gravity, we just don't know the measurements). Also, if the Big Bang is true, our universe is constantly expanding, which means, the co-ordinate changes constantly, we don't have that hyper advanced technology to track that kind of measurement. So, there might be people who have time traveled but because of inaccurate calculations, they are just lost in space, and died or burst or whatever in open space.

But then again, there is another concept, the multiverse. What if there IS in fact a multiverse? In that case, time traveler may not necessarily go back to this universe, but into other universe, hence the reason we have not come across with any time traveler from the future. Or, what if there is an abyss of empty space, and our universe is in it. What if every time someone time travels back into the past, a parallel universe is created, to avoid the paradox. This, of course, is pretty much impossible, how can anything be created just like that, out of nothing, but then again, wasn't the universe we live in created out of nothing?

Wednesday, 5 September 2012

MRP

I missed my class today, there goes my 100% attendance. I had hoped to at least surpass my all time best attendance record, which is just over 54%, but let's see, I just missed three classes, it's not an end of the world.

I guess I woke up in a funk today, which made me think about my life, and what direction it's heading. That made me get up and go to the embassy. I had planned to "update" my passport since few months ago, but my lazy ass was too lazy to go thorough all that trouble. Anyhoo, I summoned up some anti-lazy vibes and got going. But there you go, like every douchébag officials in Nepal, I met this uptight snot in the office, who refused to co-operate nicely. Talk about attitude. And all my good vibes disappeared, just like that. Anyway, I got away with some information, barely, and now I need to download a form and complete it and submit it to those scumbags.

Also, after getting to my rat assed room, I realized that I need to have my citizenship card to apply for new passport, damn, that took 4 hours of my life straight, I mean, searching for it took my 4 hours.Apparently, I lost my citizenship card,..., in my side bag, and upon acknowledging that it was inside my side bag, viola, I found it again.

I also took my new job, and I am stuck with 7 hour per week contract and I am limited to just that. I think that bitch (shift manager) hates me, but that's just a guess.

Now, back to the morning's funky mood. It made me realize that I am doing exactly what my heart does not want me to do. I don't want to be a guy working in a corporation (like I'd get a job), what I want to do is, jump in the abyss of knowledge and explore it. I mean I want to be a researcher, an astrophysicist. But I can't turn back time so, whatever. I was out of funk, but now I'm back into it again! * SIGH *


Saturday, 7 July 2012

Jobs. Jobs everywhere.

I am writing this after a very long time. Perhaps after a year, I guess. It is different now, well maybe not completely, but it is changing nonetheless. I recently got a job in Co-operatives, which I've already started to hate. I think I like my old job better. It's odd that I suddenly started to love my old job. Maybe it's because of this "other" job that makes me feel nauseated. I will probably quit the new job after a month or so, as soon  as my holidays are over. Besides, I can't really work more than 20 hours on term times, I don't want to get deported. 

Saturday, 2 July 2011

BBA, here I come!

Man, I got distinction on my pre-BBA examinations. I'm really excited to start my BBA classes. I can't help but wait, right!
My classes are scheduled to start from 2nd of August, 2011. I guess I'll have to wait exactly one month. Okay, I just hope that I'll get that job in McDonald's so that I can cash in some money for my personal expenses in the meantime.
There are some problems that I think I'll face in the days to come. First, my stupid ass house owners aren't getting anything for my room. I only have a bed in a fully furnished room. I pay £400 per month (it's just £400 because I don't live anywhere near center London, and it still is expensive for a guy from a humble family, and if I get a part-time job, I'll only earn about £400 a month).
Anyways, I 'll call it a day today, and go to cook some damn food, and then clean them, and then sleep after some times. LOL...

Saturday, 18 June 2011

Great News, I Guess

Today early in the morning, I had a telephone conversation with my parents. It felt good. Then the postman pops a large thin envelope through the mail hole in the door. Yup, another good news waiting to be opened. I got 8.5 in my IELTS test. I also heard that I did great in my OB test, now I am waiting for the pre-Bachelors result. Then I will be ready to go for a real degree, man, can't wait. Two more years and I'll be working my ass off!!

But for now, I have another big headache; I want to get my result so that I can apply for visa extension ASAP, because those (I don't want to use a bad word so, yeah) something something are being a pain my neck!!! They want seize international student's 20 hour work right. I mean, it's like discrimination, the only students affected by this will be people outside EU and British chaps. I just can't express my anger, so let's just leave it here.

So, see you guys next time, LOL, like I will!

Thursday, 16 June 2011

Finally!

Man, finally I'm done with diploma level of business studies, and since I'm optimistic about my result, I so very am looking forward to the new challenge, undergraduate course, yeah baby!

Anywho, today my day was eh, you know, not bad. I sat my exam, went to McDonalds, came back home, on my way home I did a little grocery shopping, cleaned my bed and so on.

I have yet to cook some food, and then after that, it's my turn to clean the whole freaking house today!!!

Man, gonna be a loooooooong day, but still looking forward to it too!

Ouuu yeh, one thing, I'm feeling bad that I could not receive my dad's call earlier today. It's a double whammy that I forgot to buy a calling card, what a bummer!

That's the bitter sweetness of being on your now. Sometimes you enjoy the liberty, sometimes you miss your family and remember all those stupid thing that you did to hurt them, and secretly cry in the bathroom. It feels terrible that you wish you could just go back in time and undo all those stupid things. But hey, this is life right!

Gotta go, I've got some cooking to do, and then some huge cleaning to do! LOL

Take care you guys! Thanks for reading this, even if you are probably the one person reading this, LOL!!! Or maybe this little blog of mine will go unnoticed too, hahaha!

Wednesday, 15 June 2011

So Far, So Good

I wish last semester was like this! Three gone, one more to go!

Past three exams had been walk in the park, especially economics. I wasn't expecting to see questions that easy. Let's see how my next exam goes.

I dad called me this morning, I'm feeling good. :)

Now I gotta go man, I have some studying to do!

Sunday, 12 June 2011

To Cram, or Not To Cram?

I have exams starting tomorrow!!! Panic, panic, panic!!!

Okay, it was hard to collect myself, but I did it anyways… So, exams, *sigh* … alright, I can do this, I can DO this, I mean, I can do this right?

C.…R….A….M

Never mind, just forget it! O_o

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Another Worst Day!

Here I am, listening to some stupid punk rock songs, instead of studying for exams that I have to face next week.

I really hate the fact that I am being restless and all that, without any ability to concentrate on anything.

Look at my blog today, it looks so crappy like a ten year old writing a blog. Wow, it is so humiliating. I can’t imagine I would be seeing a day like this! Where is my mojo, man, gotta do something!

Saturday, 4 June 2011

I feel crappy when...

Dear people-who-uses-my-stuff,

I should inform you that there are several things that sets my mood off, which includes:
1. You use my laptop, and THEN I start to notice some problems with it, please do NOT let things get under my keyboard, because that pisses me off.
2. I have classes tomorrow early morning, I go to my bed trying to focus on sleeping, and then you people show up, with your freaking loud mouth, blabbering and complaining about other guys! NO SIR, NO MA'AM, I am NOT interested in those crappy talks, if you still continue even after noticing that I'm trying to sleep, BIG TIME, yeah I said it, it pisses me off, REALLY big time!
3. You snore like a hungry grizzly bear and I can hear it even when I'm in the next city. That too pisses me off.
4. You act like you know everything when you really don't. Just don't do that, it is annoying.
5. You give me that contemptuous looks when I tell you about my next big plan, well, actually its my own fault, I should not have bothered telling you that, but still, that's a MOOD KILLER!
Well, the list can go on and on, but I don't have enough time to put them on, so, yeah!

Sincerely Yours,
He who is pissed off all the time!